I think I’ve forgotten how to be alone :(
so many things can be said about this picture. it’s not a typical ballet picture, it’s so simple yet exquisite. wish i could see that look on her face when she did that. she must look so relaxed, yet totally in control. i don’t think i’ve ever felt that way in my life. i’m probably always fighting for control and never relaxing. i wonder why that is. i don’t trust myself with the control that i have over my own life, yet i don’t seem to be able to give it up to the One who saved us. i wonder why that is.
trying (but not praying i guess) very hard for His will to be done and not mine. slightly depressed and totally confused right now and filled with fear of what might/could/would happen if i really truly decide to and successfully let go. i guess i’ve managed to do so bit by bit as i’ve lived my life but, i wonder when i will be able to not see what’s in front of me and not worry about falling and just lean back and leave everything i have into the arms of my Lord
(Source: lackingcontentment)
(Source: itsaforeverkindathiing)
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(Reblogged from -thm)
People come and go— they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in your favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.
Nicholas Sparks (via quotewhore)
